I hope you feel better dude. Just know that I am here and I'm always willing to talk if you want.

I hope you you have clear skies in the future.

Just please don't isolate yourself form your family or your friends. Isolation just make things worst.

You want to know the funny part. Its that fact I asked for help from family, friends, and anyone that was willing to listen. And in response I got nothing. Just treated like a homeless person they pretended they can't see.

I highly doubt that is true!

Then why does this keep on happening to me?

*hugs you extra tight* I hope you'll feel better soon. I'm always on Skype if you wanna talk to me.

Everyone needs some time to their thoughts every once in a while. Like Vectordragon said though, if it turns to isolation, it'll make things worse. Trust me, I know how you feel; it's just hard for me to explain it. I've got a few unfinished drawings like this one lying around somewhere.

You'll always have people who care about you. Just make sure you don't forget that. :)

You want to know the funny part. Its that fact I asked for help from family, friends, and anyone that was willing to listen. And in response I got nothing. Just treated like a homeless person they pretended they can't see.

If someone is truly willing to listen to you, they obviously care for you, even though they aren't always able to help you with all your problems. I don't know exactly what's troubling you, but know that nothing happens on its own! Keep in mind I'm saying this as your friend, not your preacher. Honestly, things will go better if you put energy into it.

Wish we could talk, though. If you need time alone, I understand. Just remember that talking with a friend can get a lot off your mind.

*hugs you gently* You know, I saw the thumbnail and thought, "Wow, now that's an awesome looking dinosaur there". And then I read the description. *hugs you again* Take the time you need but remember we all need each other.

Dominus tecum

I'll be here with welcoming hugs when you return. You know i worry for you and try to be at your side whenever i can, it's hard when things like that happen, but we need time for thought and think for ourselves when we need that.

If you need someone to chat, come at me man. I love you my brother and would like to help you man.

Like the others, I saw this thumbnail, and thought the anatomy, posing and the colors were a serious step forward for your work. I didn't realize it was going to be something like this until I read your comments.

I'm sorry you're going through a tough time, man.
If it's anything like what I've been through you have to remember the rest of the world is full of people with their own problems and needs, and when they're not attending on you it isn't just because they hate you. As the Dragon and Fox above me said, if you isolate yourself you will reject it. I've been here.

Take it from me: I spent something like four months avoiding people and then a further nine months away from everyone I care about. It only makes it worse.

Clearly, there are six people here, seven if you count me who are concerned about your well-being.
Our voices may sound like white noise, or fake, but we wouldn't say them unless it was right.
I hope I haven't been a source of this, and I genuinely wish you well.

If you ever need to talk, you can always message me here, or on skype.
Good luck.
~Age

You want to know the funny part. Its that fact I asked for help from family, friends, and anyone that was willing to listen. And in response I got nothing. Just treated like a homeless person they pretended they can't see.

Well I don't know the whole situation.
Everyone gets down like this, but not everyone knows what to do when their friends do.
I've come across a lot of people who can't understand any emotion but happiness and anger, but there are a lot more that people experience, and it's normal.
I've told you I've been there, and I'll listen if you need help.
Once again, if you ever need to talk, you can always message me here, or on skype.
Good luck.
~Age

And as for your homeless comment, I try to spare change for the homeless when I can, and I don't ignore them.

Oh man, I wish I knew you were feeling this way... I know we haven't spoken much, but I've quickly come to admire a lot of things about you... I hope you believe what I and all the others here are saying, when we say that we care about you and wish you well... Sometimes it's good to back off from online stuff for a while and focus on your real life. We'll all be here for you when you return.

And sad as it may be, that is a beautiful picture you've made, man.

hope you get better soon, your a great artist and your one of the few people who inspired me to write

*hugs you tight*

you've been *at least on deviantart* online for such a long time...i think i've been following you for like...5-7 years now...i really didn't know that you were struggling all this time though with just helping people and trying to fit in and such...

...just admittedly in the end just trying to find something to truly care about and to feel like your life's going somewhere...that all of this helping's will turn out to benefit you and everyone else for the best one of these days...

well... admittedly you can't change everyone's life for the better at times *like i've tried at one point* and tried so hard at being the perfect person after one mistake i've made *which got me into a mental hospital for a bit...*...

BUT

<u>JUST REMEMBER</u>

that you've friends who truly care about you...and will try their best to help you feel better *that's one accomplishment right their*, even it most if even all of your friends is online
, they could at least give you mental support one way or another...heck could help you financially in times of need...

the world is getting more harsh as time flies by *last time i herd you could get a heart surgery at someplace for 3K...and at californa, they charge 92 thousand dollars for the same preseasure...

but, if you must, take time off
-evaluate your situation
-meditate
-take steps to put into a place that'll at least make you a bit more happier

even if it doesn't make you immediately very happy right away...at most times it takes patience...and one step at a time...sucks being patient all the time too when i want to create video games but stuck cleaning tables until i get the opportunity to at least get to college @_@...

but if you put your mind into it...and put effort in the things you do

things WILL get better one way or another # just have to believe in yourself...like we believe in you...we might have awkward ways of showing it...but ... then again who isn't the perfect non-socially awkward human being out here in the world # cheer up, and if you want to take a break, at least i understand *along with many other people i'm sure*, and when you're ready...we'll be waiting for your return eagerly

*awesome picture btw*

yours truly

the dude with games

You want to know the funny part. Its that fact I asked for help from family, friends, and anyone that was willing to listen. And in response I got nothing. Just treated like a homeless person they pretended they can't see.

...well...i guess then they're blind then <__<...

....


i've always wondered how much people actually cared about me myself at times...i've been in isolation for quite some time *was jobless* though not drawing anything/whatever anything fully for almost a year now...and since then people have talked to me less and less...

thing is

towards the end of that year, i've aquired 2 jobs, and i'm out and about almost all the time now..., rarely at times i'd get the opportunity to go to a friend or hang out with my old friends too in real life, because virtually all of my friends either moved out of state...or in college...i had to stay since i didn't have the financial help/income yet in order to support that...

so pretty much i'm out working in 2 jobs while my friends are moving on with their lives

i'm not...and drives me insane everyday at times while their's problems back home i'm trying to juggle with *grandma's dog suffering from congestive heart failure and dying slowly, and trying to make it as painless for her as possible, social drama between family at times, and social drama with the friends i currently have*

but in spite of this i've try to keep in contact with at least everyone that contacts me still about things...and i've been pretty down lately too because of all of the drama happening around me...it's getting to the point where i'm afraid to talk to people about my feelings at times because i'm afraid i just might lose them...because i don't want to bring them down all the time @__@...

i've gained some new friends...but i've also hurt deeply some of my other friends too that i've used to talk too everyday just by being silent *or heck trillian gone and goofed and deleted my aim contacts and didn't receive any MSN comments for 3 months...apparently a lot can happen in 3 months...* ...and regret it and attack myself for it each and every day for it <__<...i'm also scared to talk to some of my other friends too because i don't want to hurt them even more...

when really

i keep telling them that i won't judge, and that no matter what i'll help them out as much as i can...because i'm not really a jerk...

i am not....but i feel like one most times...

damn it metamorpher though, whatever you do though, never give up, because in spite of economic troubles, social troubles, and emotional conflicts, i press on to see another day...because all hard work eventually pays off...because good guys don't get the end of the stick...you just need to keep pushing forward

and keep trying and be patient...

if you ever want someone to at least talk too, you can add me on skype or whatever, and i'll do my best to help you out to the best of my ability, even if it's just advice/whatever...

because i care about you, and sure that other people do care about you dearly also, and you do deserve better than being depressed and struggling all the time..

T_T *hugs* please come back safely to us

You were one of my original tf corrupters. You will be sorely missed ;-;

hey hey hey now! I thought I was supposed to be the emo/hate-everything/hide-in-corner one! :<

Be safe, man :<

I just wish I knew you better. you seem like a good guy and all. and you're the one that brought me here and find something of myself. I want to thank you and help.

Man looking back I can't believe it ever got this bad for you

No. Sadly no. The problem is that it never stopped

Hmm I guess for some people it is just easier to watch someone suffer than do anything about it