When i was a pup my mom would tell me that humans look to other humans to grow and to better themselves. I saw this to be true in so many ways, i helped people grow, and in return i have grown myself. Life was amazing and happy, full of so much joy and cheer that ever morning seemed to get a little bit brighter. But there is one thing my mom never taught me...That all friends are temporary, there is no such thing as a "forever" friend. All friends will come and go, some will return and some will never look back. Some friends get the strength that they found from their friends and hold it to themselves, never to give or share with anyone else. Some friends use you, lie to you, take everything you have to offer and wish nothing but the worst for you once they grasp what they need. And thats why I guard a stone heart, abused and beaten by countless years of "forever" friends who turned into nothing but temporary friends. Friends that i held dear, and even those i kept at a distance, still ended up trying to hurt me without even realizing it. At first i will pretend its nothing, but itll slowly eat away at me, leaving cracks and slivers within this stone heart. And no matter what i try to do to protect it, i still fall fool to those who offer a warm embrace, a gentle touch, anything that offers comfort. But in the end they leave. Leave and never come back, never think of you, let alone will you cross their mind. Maybe in a world filled with so many others its best to be alone, you cant hurt yourself as much as so called friends can. Maybe its better off to be lonely and lost. Maybe its best to be this way.
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D: ....omg this is so sad...i hope u feel better, i know how hard it can be when people who uve trusted turn around and break that bond. But if theres anythng u need or if u just want someone to vent at..please dot hesitate to either note me or ask for my skype..i will always be there if and when u need me...thtas how i treat my friens, and you are one of them
please dont let the actions of others tear u away from this world...there is still home hope and light..i promise this to you...
please dont let the actions of others tear u away from this world...there is still home hope and light..i promise this to you...
im not gonna kill myself or nothing, i have my boyfriend whose stilil there to make me smile and my best friend kat, shes always there for me too, so long as they are psychically around i have some sort of purpose here. And i think of you as a friend as well, but unfortunately vent art helps me alot more than talking to people.
Ah gee. I'm sorry you're feeling this way sis. I know we don't talk much anymore but I still consider you a friend and think of you. Things have happened in our lives that caused a small fracture without meaning to! Hopefully I'll get some microphones soon so we could call each other over Skype since texting isn't something I can do often. But yeah, I love you and I'm sorry I've been really quiet lately. Just got a lot going on n stuff. I'm also not implying this has to do with me but I feel bad anyways. q-q
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