x This is Kitty.
We called her our princess.
She was like my baby.
We had 5 dogs at home.
3 adored my mother, 1 her boyfriend, and 1 me.
Kitty was mine.
She would snuggle me, and always want to sleep in my room.
I could pat my stomach and she would jump up and basically hug my hips... and then I would lean down and kiss her head.
She was so soft... and sweet... she wouldn't hurt anyone and she only wanted love...
I promised I'd see her again... and the day I left I held her to me tight...
And now I'll never hold her again.
I'll never get to kiss her again.
And she'll never know how much I love her... because I bet she feels abandoned from me moving...

Her heart basically exploded on Easter morning this year... She died instantly.

I feel so horrible and I wish it wouldn't have been her.

My heart is shattered into a million tiny pieces and every time I think of her all I can do is cry.
The night she died, I had a dream about her.
She came over and laid her head on my lap and just let me pet her... As if it was her spirit telling me goodbye... and that it was okay...

I love you Princess Kitty Kat. Sleep well. x