It was one of those mornings for me again, I'm not really a morning person. It doesn't help that we played some "ultimate" frisbee in gym, which has some resemblace to football, and managed to lower my mood even further (bad experiences with sports in gym classes... ) . I felt like I failed playing.

This relates to a ton of different questions, and it really does scare me, because I don't know the answers or how to answer them. I can't even answer a simple thing like "where would you like to eat?" because I just don't know. I can't come to any decision, although I have no idea why not. I just don't know.

I think I think things over too much, and I thought of this on the bus while I was just trying to figure out why I just felt awful.