..**Retromuta - ::



**Foot in m'mouth..

...disease..

..primordial,again..

..how much longer must Snapper scream ..

..how much must my mother scream..??

..Enemies of the world..

..so much of her is dead inside of me..

..so much of her still lives on in this soul-less soul..

..dripping.. Snapper is dripping again ..

..loosing .. i am oozing apart..

..heart exploded..

..in the shadow of our enemies..

..the clutches of the wrath of justice..

..

..

..loose .. ooze..



too loose that touch ..

to lose it..

..unloving embrace..

..the cusp of love..



..the coldest hand, the warmest touch..

..to never feel that touch again..

..my hands melt away ..

sensation ..

.. ooze away ..

melt away ..



**

..so dark i grow..

..it hasn't stopped ..

..grow into mud..





..disease..



..my mind.. my mire ..



..her heart..



..her Monster..

**



..

..loose .. ooze..



too loose that touch ..

to lose it..

..unloving embrace..

..the cusp of love..



..the coldest hand, the warmest touch..

..to never feel that touch again..

..my hands melt away ..

sensation ..

.. ooze away ..

melt away ..

..will her hands melt away ??

**

..so dark i grow..

..it hasn't stopped..

..grow into mud ..



"..no sun.."



.. no son..



..No, Son ..

**

..so long the wait is for things to get better..

..they just get worse..

.. the thorns on my back are so worn and dull ..

..the rare moments of pain on the outside ..

.. such a relief from the paroxysm inside..

.. explode into the primordial,Snapper..

..explode.. ..

**

..her heart ruptured when i was born ..

..her life ruined when 'Enter this Monster' ..

..to run ..to run from her shadow is all do anymore..

..they all fear us..

..they all deprecate me..

.. Her Shadow.. her Mutagen..

.. shed her..

..'Shred' .. Her ..

.. future is lost..

.. i have nothing ..

.. i don't want to loose her..

.. run ..

..run again..

.. ooze..



..loose.. lose..

.. amoeba,alluvium,slime and silt

.. conflict .. ..

..i have nothing left to loose if i loose her..

**

..i can no longer call for help..

..no one can listen..

..no one knows how..

..perhaps soon i'll forget how to stop screaming..

**

..melt away, Snapper.. melt..

.. there is no strength in sludge..

..no back bone .. your spikes are rubber..

..run away ..and melt..

..sewer .. 'side..

.. i shall not ever go back to the cage..

**

..Keep screaming,Snapper.. keep lunging.. keep running..

..it's what she would want you to do ??

..Fluid ::



".. making its way through cracks.

Do not be assertive, but adjust to the object, and you shall find a way round or through it.

If nothing within you stays rigid, outward things will disclose themselves.

Empty your mind, be formless.

Shapeless, like water.

If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle and it becomes the bottle.

You put it in a teapot it becomes the teapot.

Now, water can flow or it can crash. .. "

..
..

..this fluid that becomes you,Snapper ..

..always flowing..

..in circles ..

..cesspool..

.. your fluid has crashed..

..primordial..

..Again..



**

.. my claws slip.. ..

..cannot open the door..

..can no longer stand..

..how can one take a stand when one's footing has melted away..??

.. where i once could here oozes blood..

..cavities in my head ooze everything..

..the brain drips away ..

.. body turns to glop ..

.. holes where my eyes once were..

.. to longer see any light..

.. to no longer see..

..to no longer see her..

.. my arms my legs.. my neck ..

.. melt away .. all of it ..

..into the gutter..

..melt.. all of it..

..i hate all of it.. i hate them all..

..premordial..

..again..

**

.. a puddle of ooze on the sidewalk ..

.. they step in it ..

..they step around it..

.. all that's here on the side is a simmering purple puke..

..a slowly beating tendon is all that's left in the protoplasmic mess..

..even the muscle melts into blood..

..melts away into the gutter ..

..the rain shall come..

..and the rain washes it all away ..

.. far away from where it is loathed..

..into the sewage..

**

..primordial ..

i still don't want to loose her..

..try to scream,Snapper..

..try it now .. -





>v<



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