Silly boy, Everybody is different in their way.

You shouldn't worry to much about being different. friends come and go, but isolating yourself because you feel different isn't good. If you like them you should relax and keep doing the things you like. It can be very satisfying to share different perspectives on things with your friends. And who knows, maybe someday an even closer friendship comes from this.

*hugs and grabs a slice of pizza, yum yum*

Love, don't talk like that. I'm sure they still want to be your friend. LonelyGabu shouted on my page "His best friend" so I seriously doubt that they don't want to be friends with you anymore.

You'll never know if they want to be your friends if you do everything in your power to push them away.

Its not much cause of that.. they are friends.. I feel like I am friends, but then my minds starts telling me to stop bothering them.. of all the things I do I always think I'm bothering them.. and thats bad in a friendship..isn't it?

If they don't complain about it, I wouldn't worry. If they're your friends they should be willing to tell you to quit it if you are annoying them somehow, and if they don't, then they probably don't mind. If you're really worried about it, you could just ask them if you bother them.

I can't..its to shy.. and it seems annoying on my view...

Personally I'd be more annoyed by your apparent constant fear of being annoying than just being asked if I thought you were annoying. All you'd have to do to ask is just say "random question: do you think I'm annoying?"

Besides, the worst thing that can happen is they say "yes", which would allow you to then ask "why" which would allow you to work on fixing whatever was annoying if there was anything.

I used to be one of the most shy people around, I know how hard it can be to get over it.

But who is to stay that I am going to step out of yours? Hm? Hun listen to me, just because you feel inadequate at the time being doesn't mean we don't care for you. The three of us had a good time and were having one but your doubt and your lack of self-esteem and trust pushed us further and further away. We tried our best to get you to come back to us but to no avail. You weren't bothering us at all... Not for a second. I still care alot about you and will continue to do so. I know Afi will do the same.

For once I would just like you to break this bad habit before you hurt more then ever before. I am still there like I told you the first day the two of us met. It will take more to get rid of me when you are in duress.

You are a great person....Just need to feel whats there, then what you are afraid of, which doesn't exist.

yah but.. I dont want to say this out in the open.. but I felt and what i saw.. that day, and what i heard yesterday.. just keep pushing me to believe that...

Then I believe that you are trying to distance yourself to be alone for some reason subconsciously, and I have yet to see why you are doing so.. or am not really comprehending it correctly. I honestly need to come up there and have a "sit down" with you, that or drag you down here, so that I can get you away from North Jersey. You need to stop thinking that people are better off without you or anything of that sort, because you really do affect people's lives and people really do enjoy your company and having you as a friend. * sighs * Anyways, I will try to poke you soon.....and I still want to pay you for a commission or three. You should redraw this picture and include yourself with it, as it was when you were really there.. ...but that is just my opinion.. ....and oh ya.. it is cute. =P I will talk to you shortly

- Baka Neko -

I don't like it when you effect.. cause all I have "effected" them with my life.. is trouble.. all because I have a specific group of furs harassing me and one threatening me...

if thats a way of "effecting" them with my life.. then they are better off without me.. what type of a friend would i be if all they would do is worry for that and be impatient or down because I have this guy after me?