I know, another sketch, I should be working on commissions, but I like to sway from things for alittle while to have some fun with things and try out new techniques.

First of all, I used a finer tool for this sketch, and I like the effect it comes up with as far as detail and hair, messy and flowingish look.. yep. Flowingish is a word, look it up.

I did color this, but I like the sketch better. I'll upload the colored version later. Maybe. I need to work on my coloring.

Second, I wanted a new avatar, and trying to fit so many parts of you (or Morca in this case) is a difficult task, especially when you've had a character for so long, you grow rather attached to it. Not that I would /wrist if someone drew morca-death, but you know what I mean.

If you're wondering what the title means, well.. I'm of the dreamer variety, setting unrealistic goals for myself, and hoping for things that will likely never come for me. (I'm also very pessimistic and negative about myself, but thats another story) Not only do I set high goals for myself, I work hard to reach those goals, so its devastating for me when something happens to stall my progress, or it comes out of my hands. (Call me a bit of a control freak about my future). Erk, I'm rambling.. anyway. I wanted to draw something a little more emotional and touching than my usual smut, and this is what came out. Not perfect I know, but eh.. it was fun.

Sorry if I sound a bit depressing <3 I'm okay. Just a bit concerned about the future (as usual). Certainty is only achievable through determination and persistence.

(P.S. Love you guys <3 even for commenting on my crappy doodles. I appreciate it! *sends lots of love*)