Hello, I hope you all are well, I know I am literally non-existant on this account anymore, and its because I just have lost any umph for doing art or anything and a lot is going on in my life right now.

I have made another account on here but I dont know if I will use it or not. I am just in a funk with everything going on with my grandma and I literally cant be bothered to do much at the moment.

I'm trying my hardest to stay positive and hopeful and that in itself is a struggle. I dont know what to do with anything anymore.

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I want everyone who does watch this account to know that I am moving forward, theres been a bit of drama lately and I have told the parties I am involved with that I am not involved, I dont want to be involved, as it seems that even me trying to get them to stop wasnt working. Its their choice if they decide to continue to predicate it. Its silly now, and I just am washing my hands of the entire situation.

I'm done trying to play peace-maker with people who dont want peace, trying to show them that it doesnt have to continue. I dont care honestly anymore what anyone is doing, what anyone thinks of me, and how anyone feels about how I live my life. I'm going to do whats best for me and thats that.

I have way more important things going on in my life and I literally cannot be bothered anymore. I just dont give a shit.

This whole thing with my grandma has put my life in perspective and I'm starting to see things I didnt see so clearly before. I wish others where learning the same lessons as I am but alas, that wont ever happen.

So, yeah thats where I am at, and I probably wont be active anymore on this account - I am going to move to the other one, so if you want to follow me - follow me there, if you even care. I dont.

I'm just going to be posting witchy stuff on the other account, so that incase I lose my tumblr and my journal I have a place where I can find it again. Thats all I'm going to use that account for.

So I wish you all the best, and I'll see you on ><