Gah, it's past 2:30AM and I have to wake up early, and I can't sleep D: I figured since I haven't done an actual journal before, I'll make one now. No, my first one doesn't count >.> I doubt anyone is going to read this, but I have energy I need to get out, but I'm not in the mood to write. I was going to, but I couldn't really think of anything and if I did think of something, I wasn't happy with the idea. After the last chapter of Macro/Micro Relation I did, I figure I owe it to everyone that I do a better job on the next one

First off, I will try to finish off Macro/Micro Relation by near the end of February, I really need to stop putting it off >.< I'm just worried about forcing myself to start it and only make a short, half-assed chapter...again. Also, I will stop uploading stories I only write because I'm in my emo mood. I think the only one I wrote during one of those moods is Little Self-Esteem. Come to think of it, I think I got the most watchers because of that story. Whether that's true or not, I still shouldn't do it.

Here's something people may find odd: I want to either RP or write stories about evil micros. No, that isn't a typo. I find the idea of an evil micro interesting. What could a micro really do that's evil? Well, let's say a macro owns two micro slaves, and one of them is in love with the macro. They're kept up high on a dresser as the master goes away. The evil micro pushes the other off so he can have the macro all to himself. When the macro returns, the evil micro just acts innocent and pretends the other jumped. This will most likely sound dull to most, but I like it. There's a sort of cunning that goes into being that tiny and still packed with evil. For a macro, it's just way too easy, and it takes absolutely no thought. Plus there's so fucking many of them. An evil micro? Only I'm strange enough to enjoy that. Before you ask, here is my answer: Yes, I did just admit I love gentle macros and evil micros. I am the polar opposite of 95% of the macro fandom :3

Now, here's something I need to talk about: my hatred of rampages. "But Zy, they is like teh best dings evahs! I like crush micos! They blood good fur feet :D" Whatever you say, but my hatred doesn't go without reasoning. They are just so fucking boring! What can one possibly do to mix these up? They are all the same! Also, every fucking rampaging character feels the same. What exactly sets these guys/girls apart? I'm not exaggerating when I say this: absolutely fucking nothing. Okay, some may do some things while others may do other things, but they are all essentially the same. They stomp, destroy, kill, and don't give a damn. I know people are going to tell me I'm looking way into this, and I agree. Rampaging is not supposed to be thought about. Rampaging takes no thought whatsoever. However, despite everything I just said...I have done a few rampaging RPs before, but all I did was command my macro pet and watch with sadistic glee, and I had some fun with that for a while. How does a micro commanding a macro change things? The only thing I can say is that I love when a micro is in command of a macro, to me that is exciting. Here is a creature who can kill me on complete accident, but instead they follow my command. I would like to end this paragraph by saying I don't hate people who like rampage. Hell, I think some of my watchers like rampage...why are they watching me, I have no idea. I'm surprised they haven't unwatched me yet. They probably will after seeing this, but I don't think anyone is actually going to take the time to read this, so I should be safe.

Oh boy, I can't believe it's now past 3:30AM x.x How did this journal take around an hour? It takes me fucking forever to accept something. The paragraph above took the most time because I was more bashing the fans of it than actual rampaging itself. Please, if you took the time to read this and you like rampage, feel free to prove me wrong, or just make fun of me, whatever rocks your cock. I bid you all farewell, and have a good day

PS: No, I don't think people who like rampaging are stupid. From what I've seen, they have better grammar than me. I just don't think imagination is their strong suit, and isn't it what all of this is supposed to be about? Imagination?