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Fursuiter | Registered: April 11, 2010 04:23:01 AM
About me:
My name is Jason, also known as Zen(fuhre). I'm a pretty laid back guy. Most the time I'm a tad bit goofy, borderline annoying. I love having fun at conventions and just hanging with my buddies. Once and a blue moon I like to be crafty and artistic. You can check out my gallery of things I do. I do make music, I draw and sometimes even craft stuff. A little deeper about me. I'm pretty sentimental. I tend to hold on to things for a while. Not objects, moreso memories. It sticks pretty bad when I lose a friend or a loved one, because they've outgrown me, moved on and such.
I honestly love all my friends, so it's a little tougher for me to move on as well.
As far as my furry side goes, 9-10 times you see me at a convention, I'm in my suit. I'm in that poor thing for 12-15 hours or more. It's been known to get a little stnky. I'm trying new techniques to put an end to that. Better UnderArmor and such.
I love being a part of the fandom. I love the people in it and most importantly, the good we do. I'm so proud to know that, as a team, we raise millions of dollars, toys and goods all year round. It's a crazy good, wonderful feeling.
Hope to achieve this year:
$1000 for AnthroCon 2013
$700 for FurFright
Organize some rough spots in my life
Become a better role model
Slow down, cut back and potentially quit smoking
Slow down my alcoholism. Not quit entirely.
Open up emotionally. (Or try at least, I'll try and talk about my problems)
Mate:
(Available for rent)
My wonderfully amazing friends:
(In no order)
Derick. Cristopher. Will.
John. Anny. Ray.
Lucas. Bob. Ryan.
Ludo. Spike. Meek.
Jay. Socks. Juju.
My, absolutely nutty, crazy fans and admirers:
-Roder-
Acer8338
AlejandroFerrito
amayarain
Anokorok
Ante
AnthroDragon14
Arc_Flash
argondarksteel1
astralentity
atsf4620
ATung231 ...
see them all here!
http://www.furaffinity.net/budslist/?name=zenfur&uid=379013&mode=watched_by
Groups:
Music furs
Ctfurs
Gearhead furs
Red fox
Personal quote:
I am the dragon. I envision peace and coexistance. It is my nature to protect myself and my territory. It is my duty to defend my family and friends. My friendship, my respect, it is not given, only earned. But heed my warning, for if you are disloyal to me, my family or my friends, my actions will be cataclysmic. Everything around you shall callapse until only you are left standing, facing my wrath.
If you like this, you should follow me on my other pages.
https://twitter.com/ZenFuhre and https://www.facebook.com/groups/326086337509524/
My name is Jason, also known as Zen(fuhre). I'm a pretty laid back guy. Most the time I'm a tad bit goofy, borderline annoying. I love having fun at conventions and just hanging with my buddies. Once and a blue moon I like to be crafty and artistic. You can check out my gallery of things I do. I do make music, I draw and sometimes even craft stuff. A little deeper about me. I'm pretty sentimental. I tend to hold on to things for a while. Not objects, moreso memories. It sticks pretty bad when I lose a friend or a loved one, because they've outgrown me, moved on and such.
I honestly love all my friends, so it's a little tougher for me to move on as well.
As far as my furry side goes, 9-10 times you see me at a convention, I'm in my suit. I'm in that poor thing for 12-15 hours or more. It's been known to get a little stnky. I'm trying new techniques to put an end to that. Better UnderArmor and such.
I love being a part of the fandom. I love the people in it and most importantly, the good we do. I'm so proud to know that, as a team, we raise millions of dollars, toys and goods all year round. It's a crazy good, wonderful feeling.
Hope to achieve this year:
$1000 for AnthroCon 2013
$700 for FurFright
Organize some rough spots in my life
Become a better role model
Slow down, cut back and potentially quit smoking
Slow down my alcoholism. Not quit entirely.
Open up emotionally. (Or try at least, I'll try and talk about my problems)
Mate:
(Available for rent)
My wonderfully amazing friends:
(In no order)
Derick. Cristopher. Will.
John. Anny. Ray.
Lucas. Bob. Ryan.
Ludo. Spike. Meek.
Jay. Socks. Juju.
My, absolutely nutty, crazy fans and admirers:
-Roder-
Acer8338
AlejandroFerrito
amayarain
Anokorok
Ante
AnthroDragon14
Arc_Flash
argondarksteel1
astralentity
atsf4620
ATung231 ...see them all here!
http://www.furaffinity.net/budslist/?name=zenfur&uid=379013&mode=watched_by
Groups:
Music furs
Ctfurs
Gearhead furs
Red fox
Personal quote:
I am the dragon. I envision peace and coexistance. It is my nature to protect myself and my territory. It is my duty to defend my family and friends. My friendship, my respect, it is not given, only earned. But heed my warning, for if you are disloyal to me, my family or my friends, my actions will be cataclysmic. Everything around you shall callapse until only you are left standing, facing my wrath.
If you like this, you should follow me on my other pages.
https://twitter.com/ZenFuhre and https://www.facebook.com/groups/326086337509524/
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Recent Journal
It's either you or me (G)
11 years ago
I am honestly at such a great loss for words. I try so hard to make everybody smile, make a positive change to someone's day, or to just be there for somebody in a time of need. No matter what, I always stop what I'm doing to help you all through a rough spot or to just brighten up the day. It is a life I chose to live, it is a life with many emotions. I am grateful for the life I chose.
I suffer from severe depression, actual clinically analyzed depression. I've learned to cope with it. One of the best ways I cope with it, is by being a friend to all of you. By knowing that my quirky actions, my loyalty and my friendship can make a world of difference.
What doesn't help and why I'm at such a defeated position right now is that I always seem to be back burner. When I'm in need of comfort, or have hit a rough patch, there's not a soul to be found. Am I not who I'm lead to believe I am? Do you think I'm fraudulent? Am I a bad person? Am I not really yourf friend? Are you all just using me?
I really do pour my heart and soul in to this community. It hurts so much to be rejected and forgotten about the ones I care so much about. It's like once we're face to face, somehow we're buddy buddy, but when we all go about our daily schedule and not at an event, I don't exist. You don't even bother to say "hi" randomly. You never ask me about my day, or ask me if something is bothering me. What is wrong with you all? Or is it me? Is it I? The one who does check in with you to make sure all is well and dandy, or is it you? The one who doesn't acknowledge me until you need something.
God help me because I need motivation to continue my life long stride down the road I've chosen if all I am is a tool, a crutch or what have you. Why should I continue to care about any of you if you don't care about me? I'm pretty tempted to just call it quits with the "nice guy" charade if I don't even have the respect from the people I've bled for. It's a big, solid middle finger to me.
I suffer from severe depression, actual clinically analyzed depression. I've learned to cope with it. One of the best ways I cope with it, is by being a friend to all of you. By knowing that my quirky actions, my loyalty and my friendship can make a world of difference.
What doesn't help and why I'm at such a defeated position right now is that I always seem to be back burner. When I'm in need of comfort, or have hit a rough patch, there's not a soul to be found. Am I not who I'm lead to believe I am? Do you think I'm fraudulent? Am I a bad person? Am I not really yourf friend? Are you all just using me?
I really do pour my heart and soul in to this community. It hurts so much to be rejected and forgotten about the ones I care so much about. It's like once we're face to face, somehow we're buddy buddy, but when we all go about our daily schedule and not at an event, I don't exist. You don't even bother to say "hi" randomly. You never ask me about my day, or ask me if something is bothering me. What is wrong with you all? Or is it me? Is it I? The one who does check in with you to make sure all is well and dandy, or is it you? The one who doesn't acknowledge me until you need something.
God help me because I need motivation to continue my life long stride down the road I've chosen if all I am is a tool, a crutch or what have you. Why should I continue to care about any of you if you don't care about me? I'm pretty tempted to just call it quits with the "nice guy" charade if I don't even have the respect from the people I've bled for. It's a big, solid middle finger to me.
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Fusky (fox-husky)
Favorite Music
A little of everything and a lot of trance
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Fox and the Hound
Favorite Games
Modern warfare
Favorite Animals
Fox, dragon
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Fish!!!
Favorite Quote
"to the mind that is still, the universe surrenders"
Favorite Artists
Hans Zimmer
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