So, people have been asking about commissions, why I'm stressing, what's keeping me from doing commissions.

Here's what I'm dealing with.

My computer is crapping out, I predict it won't last 3 months, maximum. I've no way to get the funds together to get a new one before or anywhere near after that time period.

I can't go on finance because I don't have a job, so I can't pay for the computer over-time.

I can't do commissions because I've hurt my wrist badly, every time I try to draw or save it freezes. I'm already way behind on commissions, but I can't give refunds because I'm broke from buying medicine, gluten free food etc. I want to try and give refunds, but I can't get the money to give the refunds. My mouse jolts, I can't draw a straight line because it's lagging so much.

I'm desperately trying to get a job but no one will hire me because of my severe anxiety and health issues. Yet the government won't help me either. Job centre money is not enough to live on, at all.

My health is getting worse and worse by the day, I'm constantly overwhelmed by headaches, sickness, aches, pains, dizziness etc. The doctors don't seem to be helping me at all.

From every point I can think of, I'm fucked. c:

If anyone has any advice, I'd sure appreciate it. I'm basically at my whits end. I'm stuck in a cycle I can't seem to break.