These are some words I wrote, hope you people like them

I pulled up in New York
And your memory hit me soft but strong
It’s been a while since you called me lately
You stay online but never text me it’s crazy

I pulled up in New York
I reached for you but you ignore
You don’t pick up anymore
And I’m sitting here quiet tears on the floor

So many boys still think of me once
Even if it’s rude at least say something blunt
I don’t chase thank you still pour my cup
I built my own world never needed luck

I swear I should be fine I have it all
But I still reach for your hand through distance and walls
We both carry hurt why hold it alone
Why hide all our scars like we’re made out of stone

We’re drunk off life not fighting each other
You’re right in front of me but we’re not together
We bloomed from the dirt but still fall the same
Laugh through the smoke so no one sees our pain

I’d stand by you if things got tight
Kept a little comfort with me just to feel alright
And I know you’re trying to let me go
So I let you go slow and that’s when I start to fall low

The fall feels deep my heart turns still
Your love has a hundred faces and they haunt me still
Lost in this city who really owns this town
Crowds everywhere yet I’m quietly breaking down

Their sadness feels like mine but who holds my sorrow
In a pretty world like this love feels borrowed
You’re where I want to be but where’s the road
Just give me a sign tell me which way to go.