Turning pain into creation, and creation into growth.

Heya! I'm Hitori, an artist from who has been part of the furry fandom since 2011.
Before I discovered the fandom, I struggled with bullying at school and the feeling of never fitting in. Finding the furry community gave me a place in the world. A sense of belonging I had long missed.

Yet during my years in the fandom, life confronted me with heavy blows like broken relationships, the loss of my 17-year-old cat (rest in peace my love) and the loss of my very first own dog due to a breakup, job struggles such as trying to become a freelance artist, betrayal from very close ones, sexual harassment, and many more painful experiences (especially within my family) that left deep scars.
These challenges shaped me deeply and changed how I see myself and others.

In the past, I often appeared selfish and self-absorbed: a desperate mask to counterbalance my depression.
I regret how I treated some people during that time. So, if you're reading this and feel called out, I am truly sorry. I want to apologize for my behavior back then.
I am aware of my mistakes and I want to express both my remorse and the strength I gained by cutting ties with toxic enviroments.

Drawing is once again part of my life, and this time without the crushing perfectionism that once killed my passion for whole 3 years. My art now reflects honesty, resilience and the will to grow from pain rather than hide behind it.

I won't erase my past works. They are part of my journey. Consider this place not only an archive, but also a space where I start to bloom again.

Producing 100% digital art with and a Wacom Intuos Pro (Gen1) tablet

-Some personal info-
Born 31st August 1997.
Female / any pronounce
My Fursona is male
Neurodivergent and
My personality type is ENFP
I'm and

Gaming is where I spend my most time on still. Currently playing

Other games I enjoy


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Artworks I commissioned
Avatar by  CorruptedFox