how may i escape my mortal coil, how to acsess a realm of knowedge?
i just have this feeling i have expirinced the mizery of humanity of manny lifetimes.
it feels exzosting, tiresum, the fear or remimerance or intisapation of tortiure is too mutch.
There, must be. some way of "turning within ones self to acsess knotwedge" or to lay down and progect into a realm to seek tooks when under opression.
could there be an "egregore" or "spirit" to summon to change if soem token of effort was prezented?
why does it allwsy have to come with some stupid mithoes, why is it allwsy so chokeing.
i'm stuck in my body, stuck in this realm.

it feels as if i woke up yesterday and i am so disusted with the religion that has dominated this world, god the worm, the mind virus.