I want somebody to look at me and love me unconditionally. I have issues. I’m working on them. I’m in therapy and I’m back on my antidepressants. I’m trying to be a nicer person. I hate feeling like a failure. I just really need someone to understand that.

It’s not easy for me to admit that I failed. But when I think about it more, I have to realize that I put in so much effort and so much time. I put in so much patience for someone who had none to give me sometimes. I need someone who would be with me and not leave me questioning if we are really a team. Someone to smile at me and hug me for no reason....and hug me even tighter when we really need it. I need someone who will make me feel secure and take stress off my plate so that I can take it back when the weight of the stress becomes too much for him to bare.

Just....love me hard. I’ll love you even harder. I need someone who won’t leave me questioning if their love is real....someone who makes time for me because I am a person that needs to be touched and shown that you care for me. Just....please...😔