Warning: mentions of loss/death, severe depression and SA... Sorry for long winded wall of text

Tldr: came out, moved out, declining living conditions and mental health, got a job, mom passed on my birthday and it will never be the same

I want to start by wishing those to still visit my page the best and hope your doing well, I don't wish to bore you with the last 4ish years too much, but it's been real rough... Moved out of my parents house almost 3 years ago, wanted a safer place to be myself and get away from my dad. I came out of the closet as a pan nonbinary bi gender person and lost almost my entire circle of RL friends and even some furry friends not too long after. The new place I've been staying is also home to 9 other people and is crumbling to pieces around us. No hot water, no washer, to name some problems. At least I got a job after looking for almost 3 years (about 4 months ago), I've also been in an open poly relationship 2 other people for the last 4 years that has also been falling apart due to lack of communication, boundry issues, gaslighting, and some SA that was kept a crappy secret... That's not even all of it... The worst thing by far was my mother passing away on my birthday back in February, I've barley have the energy to survive, . If there was one wish I could make it would be to thank her for trying to respect my new name and pronouns in the end 😭... I have been seeing a therapist, a psychiatrist, and started meds, but it only does so much, the road to healing is a long and grueling one that I still need time to get through.

As for art, I haven't really been drawing much cause work and depression, but I am working on a sketch of my fursona as my Monday DND character. I plan on making that one really nice so I'm talking my sweet time on it,

Thanks for making this far and taking the time to read this, it means alot to me, hope you have a good one 💙