Hello everyone.

I'm sorry for not being all that active but allot of thinks have been happening as of late. But I'm sorry to inform you that I will no longer be writing or drawing here as the "TopHatTiger".
I haven't been happy with what I've been doing here. I've been having allot of spiritual battles with myself and my actions here on FA.

I started this account to be a vent for all the "Naughty" and Fetish related things I was into. Please don't take offence but I had no intention of starting friendships and going as "Deep" as I did into all the story writing and sharing it with you all.

I've been doing allot of thinking about what I've been doing, why I've been doing it, and how the furture outcome will be. All this stuff has been an adiction, an achor holding me back from what I was really meant to do in life. All the stories and smutt are chains of burdon on me. Years from now, how will people look at me, what kind of legacy will I leave behind? I don't want it to be that of a smutt writer and yiff artist.

This account was my "Secret Identity" you could say. I have another FA account and it has far more art and stories than I have on this one. But those works are "Clean" and that's what I want others to remember me by. My legacy as a one of the few Clean Furry Artists. Everything that I've been doing here just makes me feel wrong, like a "Monster".

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mjlM_RnsVE&feature=fvw

There's a song performed by my favorite band, Skillet, that pretty well describes how I feel. I particularly like the line "I'll do what I want cause this is my life!"
Here's a link to the song and all it's lyrics.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXE0MOzI-vQ

I do hope I haven't offended or upset anyone, though I'm sure I have somewhere. But you see, this is MY life. And I make the decisions that effect its course. I know I will do great things, I just need to completely remove any and all obsticles.

Eventually I will deactivate this account. I do appreciate the friendships I made and enjoyed them. But all of the smut and stuff just isn't my thing, it's not what I'm really good at.

If you'd like, your more than welcom to watch me at my other account. Just don't expect anything naughty to be there.
Here's a link to my other account.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/gunslinger87/

Again, I'm sorry to tell you about all this. I know many of you were looking forward to future story instalments. But I'm sure you'll enjoy my clean stories all the same! I wish you all the best of luck and also I say good bye. Feel free to comment, but please don't be hostile. I'll check back here a few times before I permanently deactivate the account.