So, I had to go to hospital yesterday...

Don't worry I'm not going anywhere *Yet* but it was really mentally stressful as I don't like places like that but yeah...

I'm only making this post for reasons of nothing has been drawn lately, But I hope to get something out there for you all to enjoy soon!

*The Reason why I had to go the the hospital.*

On the 15 I was told to go to the doctors for my annual Health Check to see if I'm doing alright because of my Diabetes & such, But when I got there worrying about if any bad changes have happened or will happen I was told I'm meant to go tomorrow, So I go back there & get a Check over & thought finally I'm free but I'm not...

I was called the next morning very early to go straight to hospital without any reason or been told WHY I need to be rushed there...

So I go there, I get half way to where I need to go & try to hold my self up because of the fear & anxiety of what is going to happen with the lack of info I was given so they take me in & they put me on a Bed, do my Blood Pressure & it's sky rocking by the fear that I pass out & fall asleep...

They do it again in my sleep state & it's perfectly fine letting them know it's not a bad thing it's my anxiety of hospitals & such, They try to get some blood from my with my Right Arm *I'm Left handed & I draw with that hand* Nothing much can be collected but they try to work with what they both with about three tries on that arm...

They Return & Say there seems to be too much fat in my Blood... I get some time to chill out & they return to try my other arm & again Nothing because of fear & panic of what too much Fat in my blood could do to me & what effect it can do to my Diabetes...

They finally get some blood out from my Left Hand *I don't like needles or having in my hand* they go of to test this time & they return saying "I'm all good, nothing is wrong there is no Fat or issues with your body but you might need to lose a little weight, but your all good!"

So Nothing about my Diabetes been bad from what my Local Doctor tells me for the last 5 years saying it's too high but I don't suffer from any light headedness & other negatives effects that one with a Hight Sugar levels would have but a lot of people I know have said that place says they have high sugar so maybe there right or it's there blood test machine but yeah....

8 hours of been in a hospital for be gabbed 6 times & have one huge anxiety attack that caused me to pass out in fear even though my local Doctors know I have panic attacks going up there & know I don't like these things...


So now I'm still a little light headed now by the stress but I'm going to be alright & I'll still keep drawing for not just my Sake but for your enjoyment as always... I'm just going to have to stay strong if this madness happens again...