In the words of an other reindeer Merry Christmas After All.

Debated not bothering with a journal but what the heck... admittedly not much to celebrate this year here. Going through the motions, the decorations, and the tradition and doing my damndest to not stop and think about stuff cause if I do I'll remember dad being gone. The fact the probate is STILL going on and we're still dealing with problems from it here hasn't helped...

That and having to sink thousand + dollars into the cars to keep them going, problems with the future of the business dad left me, and just uncertainty after uncertainty...

Yeah, just hoping for the new year to be better but not optimistic at this point.

I pray all of you that celebrate have a Merry Christmas and all of you who don't have a Happy Winter Season.

Thank you for reading and take care