Took the decision to re-enable the account now after getting lots of treatment for depressiom in the past 5 months despite having the account disabled for over a year now... I hope no one hates me for this but myself.
My treatment have been working fine but it hasnt been solving any problems at all... Specially last week where i've gone through a deep depression because of the bad treatment my dad has been giving me, but im good by now... Just not in the state of wanting to do something these days.
There have been more things changing rather than improving since i've moved accounts, my art is drawn more maturely and with more dedication to quality... And... To be honest, it's been working out... Just not drawing as often that i did in this account, but it still works... I only have the problem of my current personality right now which is unstable specially when i've got nothing to do.
I been enjoying my new account so far, it's just that i dont feel the same anymore... Saying Ren ren 🦊🌽 with my new main character has been the silliest thing i could think of today even though im still working on it's 70-80% complete characteristics... Havent drawn him much after i've done it's reference but i really love talking the way he does now, not sure if i eventually will get bored of it but still it helped with my recovery.

I hope it's not a bother to send this journal on a dead account but i want to let you guys know that im doing a fine unstable line right now, havent gotten the courague to re-enable my account to this day because of how i feared people would react to it but i think it wont matter anymore since i needed something to talk about today...
Anyways, i'll be going back to  Renuko-9 if you wanna say something
Have a good day/night