Why I felt in love of you, my beautiful little moon, or rather, why do not you stay with me, my dear piece of life?
It hurts so much seeing you leave, I feel that, although once thought maybe, just maybe, you were mine ...
Today I dreamed a lot, but you were not in my dreams, I missed you so much ...
I would go back to sleep, so at least in my dreams, would se you again...
The night is already over, the sky is blue and the day is beautiful
Chirping birds and distant voices of gentle chats, are heard
The laughter of children playing, water falling on green, thirsty and grateful grass
Strangers smiling while out running, it's weekend, everything is nice ...
However, I need you, I feel like as if someone ripped out a part of my heart,
A heart that still beats, more and more and harder, trying futilely to offset that loss,
That although this broken, wants to continue working as if nothing had happened ...
I have fear, what I say? I am terrified that this is not a temporary moment...
I am scared of no longer seeing you again ...
It would be for me, the banishment of the most beautiful paradise ...
Where is the most important place for me in the universe? ...
Yeah, that place which one day we measured; the distance that lies between your open arms ...
I felt safe there ... Where do I go now?
I know that I said you, that I will wait for you...

And I do not think that this wait is actually
a sentence ...

A defendant, whose charge is not being loved, guilty for having given everything ...

Awaiting for the imminent execution ...

Is this just a fantasy of mine, or the anticipation of imminent events that are about to happen ...

Do you know how you hurt? ...
But I'll be here with a smile ... Whatever happens ...

Now I remember my dreams ... and yes, you were not in them, but even in my dreams ...
I Talked of you ...
You can not imagine how much I miss you ...

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Mi luna, se que la noche acabo...

Por que me enamore de ti, mi lunita hermosa, o mas bien, por que no te quedas conmigo vida mia?
Duele tanto verte partir, siento que, a pesar de que una vez pense que quiza, solo quiza, eras mia...
Hoy soñe mucho, pero no estabas en mis sueños, te extrañe tanto...
Quisiera volver a dormirme, para al menos en mis sueños, seguirte viendo...
Se que la noche ya acabo, el cielo es azul y el dia es hermoso,
las aves trinan, se escuchan a lo lejos voces de conversaciones amables,
Las risas de los niños jugando, agua cayendo sobre verde pasto, sediento y agradecido,
Extraños sonriendo, mientras salen a correr, es fin de semana, todo es bonito...
No obstante, me haces falta, siento que me han arrancado una parte del corazon,
Que sigue latiendo, cada vez mas y mas fuerte, tratando futilmente de compensar esa perdida,
Que aunque este roto, quiere seguir funcionando como si nada hubiera pasado...
Tengo miedo, que digo? me aterra que esto no sea algo temporal...
Tengo miedo de ya no volverte a ver...
Seria para mi, el destierro del paraiso mas hermoso...
Donde esta ese lugar mas importante para mi en el universo...
Si, ese lugar que un dia medimos, la distancia que se encuentra entre tus brazos abiertos...
Me sentia seguro ahi... A donde voy ahora?
Se que te dije que te esperaria...

Y no quiero pensar que esta espera, es en realidad
una condena...

Un acusado, cuyo cargo es no haber sido amado, culpable por haberlo entregado todo...

En espera de la ejecucion irremediable...

Sera esto solo una fantasia mia, o la anticipacion inminente de los hechos que estan por sucederse...

No sabes como dueles...
Pero aqui estare, con una sonrisa... Pase lo que pase...

Ahora que recuerdo mis sueños... no estabas en ellos, pero hasta en mis sueños...
Hable de ti...
No te imaginas cuanto te extraño...