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Ever evolving mind | Registered: October 5, 2023 05:39:05 PM
Welcome to my story. I am grateful for every one of your visits.
Here I dedicate this profile to the ongoing progress of a personal
title called
Synthetic is a story I am writing because of deeply personal reasons.
It is somewhat of an extension of myself. But I am presenting it in a way
in which attempts to capture feelings I have felt before.
feelings that have made me see my whole life in a flat two dimensional plane
that compresses the distance between where here is and where everywhere else is
expanding faster than the speed of light and I cannot express the degree of
perspective it expands through my mind that everyday that I can hear it in the back
of my mind and either listen to or ignore it's immutable presence with which it uses
like a wedge and hammer to separate me from hallucinations that since I am alive
I will live forever and the uncomfortable reality that I must face one day that I will be
laid down in a cold black hole where the water will reach my tongue.
And I am given the freedom granted by our universe to choose why I want you to
remember my story.
So I will let my thoughts be as it is. And I will just hope you stick around to the end.
Pronouns: She/They
Gender: Non-Binary
Status: Constantly changing
Here I dedicate this profile to the ongoing progress of a personal
title called
Synthetic
Synthetic is a story I am writing because of deeply personal reasons.
It is somewhat of an extension of myself. But I am presenting it in a way
in which attempts to capture feelings I have felt before.
feelings that have made me see my whole life in a flat two dimensional plane
that compresses the distance between where here is and where everywhere else is
expanding faster than the speed of light and I cannot express the degree of
perspective it expands through my mind that everyday that I can hear it in the back
of my mind and either listen to or ignore it's immutable presence with which it uses
like a wedge and hammer to separate me from hallucinations that since I am alive
I will live forever and the uncomfortable reality that I must face one day that I will be
laid down in a cold black hole where the water will reach my tongue.
And I am given the freedom granted by our universe to choose why I want you to
remember my story.
So I will let my thoughts be as it is. And I will just hope you stick around to the end.
Pronouns: She/They
Gender: Non-Binary
Status: Constantly changing
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Comments Made: 102
Journals: 23
Featured Journal
Hello (G)
a year ago
It's been quite a long time now hasn't it?
Nearly a year of absence is much too long of a time to spend away from
a place that I put so much effort into making mine.
How are you all? How am i? I think you've grown. I know I have.
I am alone now. But I am NOT lonely. I have broken up with
my partner of nearly 11 years. They were my first partner. My only partner.
My last partner. I do not intend to search for romance anymore. I can still
love. But I cannot commit myself to one person. I have been aromantic all
this time. Before I was in a relationship I was aromantic, but I didn't know.
This is where I am now. I love my friends. Very much. I want to hug all of
them till they turn blue. As I have lost I have also gained.
Synthetic. I am not giving up on it. This is an extension of myself.
I do not need to add to the pile of shame I hold above my head
by not completing this story before the day I die. Rest assured that for the
few of you that truly wish to see this story unfold. You will be able to
witness it in it's full glory. I do plan one day to purchase hardback
covers of my book once it is complete. I intend to give these copies out
for free.
My ultimate goal in life is two, complete Synthetic, give Wolfgun a personalized
copy. In person preferably. Lots... of...... driving.......... for that.
Let me know how you all are. Let me know what you're dreaming of.
I am a listener just as much as I am a writer. Don't be afraid to tell the
details. If you are so comfortable to share.
Thank you all. See you all again soon for Chapter two REDUX.
Nearly a year of absence is much too long of a time to spend away from
a place that I put so much effort into making mine.
How are you all? How am i? I think you've grown. I know I have.
I am alone now. But I am NOT lonely. I have broken up with
my partner of nearly 11 years. They were my first partner. My only partner.
My last partner. I do not intend to search for romance anymore. I can still
love. But I cannot commit myself to one person. I have been aromantic all
this time. Before I was in a relationship I was aromantic, but I didn't know.
This is where I am now. I love my friends. Very much. I want to hug all of
them till they turn blue. As I have lost I have also gained.
Synthetic. I am not giving up on it. This is an extension of myself.
I do not need to add to the pile of shame I hold above my head
by not completing this story before the day I die. Rest assured that for the
few of you that truly wish to see this story unfold. You will be able to
witness it in it's full glory. I do plan one day to purchase hardback
covers of my book once it is complete. I intend to give these copies out
for free.
My ultimate goal in life is two, complete Synthetic, give Wolfgun a personalized
copy. In person preferably. Lots... of...... driving.......... for that.
Let me know how you all are. Let me know what you're dreaming of.
I am a listener just as much as I am a writer. Don't be afraid to tell the
details. If you are so comfortable to share.
Thank you all. See you all again soon for Chapter two REDUX.
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Synth (Fox Morph)
Favorite Music
Wolfgun
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Interstellar, Ad Astra, Aerotroopers, Galaxy Quest, Space Balls, Contact
Favorite Games
GarrysMod (15,000hrs ± 2k hrs)
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PC
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Alfredo manicotti
Favorite Quote
What if I'm just a star, who's dreaming that it's me? - Wolfgun
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