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Something kind of big. (G)
15 years ago
So... *gulp* I got something to say. Never thought I'd be saying this, or admitting it, but...
I've just recently embraced the fact that I'm transsexual. I don't feel like my male body is right at all. And I've technically known for a long time, I'm not masculine at all- I hate sports, I'm kind of a quiet, bookish shut-in, I'm emotional and difficult, the list goes on. I used to chase butterflies when I was supposed to be goal-tending in soccer, for god's sake. After kind of a tough time growing up, moving around all the time, disliking my father-figures, and being heartbroken by best friends and random classmates alike (the latter of which turned out almost all being lesbians, actually) I started to feel like maybe I'd be better off if I was a girl. People might actually like me then, and I could potentially get the girls that I liked.
And now recently I haven't been feeling right in this body at all. I hate being expected to have shortish hair, I hate having to deal with a scraggly, weak, dirty-looking beard, I hate having to live up to so many social norms for men that I just can't say I actually care about, I hate having male organs... I just hate being male. So, after talking with a successful transfemale, I've... embraced it. Still a bit shy and embarrassed, especially out in the real world, but.. I'm making progress.
Yay me~! Also, I've kinda figured what my name'll be, if I do change.
I'm quite partial to "Nora."
I've just recently embraced the fact that I'm transsexual. I don't feel like my male body is right at all. And I've technically known for a long time, I'm not masculine at all- I hate sports, I'm kind of a quiet, bookish shut-in, I'm emotional and difficult, the list goes on. I used to chase butterflies when I was supposed to be goal-tending in soccer, for god's sake. After kind of a tough time growing up, moving around all the time, disliking my father-figures, and being heartbroken by best friends and random classmates alike (the latter of which turned out almost all being lesbians, actually) I started to feel like maybe I'd be better off if I was a girl. People might actually like me then, and I could potentially get the girls that I liked.
And now recently I haven't been feeling right in this body at all. I hate being expected to have shortish hair, I hate having to deal with a scraggly, weak, dirty-looking beard, I hate having to live up to so many social norms for men that I just can't say I actually care about, I hate having male organs... I just hate being male. So, after talking with a successful transfemale, I've... embraced it. Still a bit shy and embarrassed, especially out in the real world, but.. I'm making progress.
Yay me~! Also, I've kinda figured what my name'll be, if I do change.
I'm quite partial to "Nora."
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Nekomata
Favorite Music
Emo, punk, alternative, post-rock, chiptune
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind, Fight Club, Spirited Away
Favorite Games
Okami, Shadow of the Colossus
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PS2, xbox 360, PSP
Favorite Animals
Wolf, fox, panda, chicken, bat, sergal, cat
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Japanese!
Favorite Quote
Don't say that life is too short- it's the longest thing you'll ever do.
Favorite Artists
Yoshitaka Amano
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