I dont really have anything else interesting to say... im depressed, have really had anxiety problems am emotionally unstable, insecure and appart from that i've got really bad trust issues with people and relationships (i cant even trust my family), am quite sensitive and shy so please be gental.
I enjoy to playing- making games so if you want to add me then do so.

Some actual infos:

>>> Gender : Male
>>> Age : 21
>>> From ? : Germany
>>> Taken ? : Ehhh... its complicated
>>> Orientation : Bisexual
>>> Interests : Cars 'n Motorsport (Rally & Hillclimbs), Games, Skating, Rockclimbing, Downhill, Dancing (Swing, Litefeet & Shuffle)
>>> What i do for a living: Game Development (Game- Level Design & QA)
>>> Other contacts : Discord Spekx#9186 // Facebook // Telegram Spekx_Cherrypelt and alot more stuff just ask cba to put it all in here.
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Really important people in my life

>>> Most important person in my life AcidFox
>>> Really nice guy going through tough times. Dax
>>> Stay strong, you know im here for you. Fuzzi
>>> Thank you for caring... Olly The Foxcoon and Babbu
>>> Best aussie, thanks for standing up for me ???? RC Wolf
>>> My favorite captain: Chili
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Important to me

I will never give up on you, i see the real you even if you don't, i do... i do. @ AcidFox

I can see every tear you've cried, like an ocean in your eyes, all the pain and the scars have left you cold, i can see all the fears you face, through a storm that never goes away, don't believe all the lies that you've been told, i'll be right here now, to hold you when the sky falls down, when the rain falls
i won't let go, i'll be right here, i will show you the way back home, never leave you all alone, i will stay until the morning comes, i'll show you how to live again and heal the brokenness within... let me love you when you come undone ???? @ AcidFox

Bring me out! come and find me in the dark now, everyday by myself I'm breaking down i don't want to fight alone anymore... i was never meant to fight on my own ... i'm reaching out for your hope... i lay my weapons down, i'm ready for you now. @ AcidFox

I told you i was hurt, "bleeding" on the inside, these scars look healed on the surface but they still.... "bleed". I told you i was lost, in the middle of my life.

Learn to love Love and Enjoy the things you HAVE, because you will only be able to fully apprechiate them once they are gone.

I've been six feet underground fighting to be found, locked inside a cage, but i won't let go... I won't let go! I will be, defying gravity! i will be, i will be defying gravity!

Took a thousand scars to find me, every one of them reminds me, i won't ever surrender like that. i know better, to ever fall back.
The enemy was living in my head, i ripped it out and left it there for dead. now i'm alive I'm feeling born again.

Sometimes in life... you meet someone who you dont agree on something or who you dont like...
dont be so judging you dont know what that idividual has experienced that made him the way he is.
When we are born and raised we dont choose ourselves we get molded by our surroundings...
by the bad or good experiences we've had. Think about that next time you talk to someone in a good or bad situation you dont know... what they have went through, its not allways fun and rainbows on the inside, or all bad.........
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Favorite music artists

>>> Thee Days Grace
>>> The Veer Union
>>> Ashes Remain