Well I first want to explain why I decided to try this again. Mainly what was the main drive for me to leave here in the first place was the whole security scare that happened awhile back while I was dealing with personal stuff at the time. Mainly very high level anxiety moments that I didn’t want to bring anyone down with me. Plus I felt my trust was completely destroyed for what had happened including felt like just slowly separating myself from different sites and even here. Since I really thought for sure I truly don’t mattered anymore for when dealing with what would be was used to be friends irl until I just felt like I’m sure that they be extremely happy if I just don’t exist to them (not injuring myself or anything worse but let them not hear me anymore.) All since I felt like that I was big annoyance to anyone. And I know more than likely some are probably not thrilled I’m back on here or happy to see me again. But my main goal is trying to get back into the swing of things but I’m not going to rush into anything. Mainly bring home of tiny derg fun shenanigans that most have missed, and trust me does the derg miss you all.

All of these are what I called as “I need a big pause on everything. I mean ALL of it.”

But my thinking right now is whether any one of you likes it or not. Derg is back and will be a slow rebuild on things.

So let’s try this again and hope for good things?