what dues one do when feeling so lonely feeling that im so fat im un wanted. that ones I care for will be willing to do things with other but not me.im am so firkin upset its not funny. and over what others might feel is a simple small thing. but to me its a big deal. and knowing that out there some furs are out for one thing and some one feeds there desires. knowing that sed fur has no intentions. or douse this fur. and not with the one that's should be intended to. excuse's are old trikes to avoid the truth. I don't want a sympathy lay I want to be with hum I love willing lee if you don't have any desire to then u don't really love me and you need to prove it. sorry don't stop the pain ether. u do or you don't. and im really really feeling u don't so for now I sit thinking back to things u sead and are not doing how u use to treet us and how you use to Mack us feel. what happened way douse my feelings of love and desire annoy you so and to the point that im afraid to even ask to love you way what did I do so rong. I only wanted to show you I love u way is that so bad to you. if im rong then way am I siting here crying and way douse palasm feel the same as me only she has felt it longer I wont be used again r00ffles the secant. sorry butt you act just like him so idk eany moor of what to say. im just trying to understand my feelings right now so leev me alone to cry and soon I hoop I will feel beter with or with out u.