It's been quite some time since I last logged into this page.
I can say that my life has changed in many critical ways.
Unfortunately not all for the greater.

I lie here tonight, with a gun in my hand. Bullets randomly scattered out across my comforter.
I don't see the point of living anymore.
I've suffered for so many years from depression.
It's been deemed that the chemical imbalance in my brain is not something that will
ever fix itself on its own. I'm stuck with it. Forever and always.
No matter how many different prescriptions I try, they all end up failing.
And I'm almost at the end of the list.
I'm tired of it all.
All the brain scans, therapy sessions, experimental procedures... All of it.

There comes a point in life, where you have to make a choice.
A conscious decision of what is enough? When is it enough?

I plan to make that decision tonight.
To end the pain, the suffering, and the misery that has been my life for these past 7 years...
7 long, and painful years.

Goodbye to you all here on furaffinity...
May you all lead healthy and successful lives.