Well, it's come to this, at least for now.

Goodbye FA.

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Saying this on a computer not my own, I'm just fed up with everything.

I can't afford to buy another computer and it's obvious my own lore on them is not good enough to keep them well-upkept, with various errors and hardware issues always occuring.

Besides, it's not like too many care about me. Not to offend those who do, but I've picked up tells that I'm not exactly well-liked anymore, either be it my attitude, my obsessive art-wanting and commission attempts, or my negative views to other people's positive views, among other things like those who dislike a cock-vore branded character.

I doubt this journal of explanation will even get that much attention anyway.

At any rate, first things first: A major confession.

A major amount of my art, roughly half, isn't even my own. Most are actually even Spencer's, or based off his drawing, while others are sketched/ripped from other existing drawings. I have drawn on my own, and Spencer taught me to draw for real, but I took advantage of his disappearance by posting what was his art and tried to pass it off as my own, for my own selfish advances. As such, along with my obsession of him, many people thought me to be him, but I'm not, far from it. He's a sweet little guy who has bullshit thrown at him for no reason, while I' a rash brute who deserves bullshit in mass.

I may take those drawings I definitely didn't do myself sometime, in respects.

I also wish to give an apoligy to anyone I said I would draw, as well as all my failed projects. Things just didn't work out.

If anyone has any desire to keep in contact with me, I may be able to occasionally check back for notes, but as of right here, right now, I can only check them on my co-worker's computer, and he isn't exactly open to others touching his hardware.

So, there you go. I might be back again, someday. But as things seem to stand right now, a cock-vore obsessed umbreon doesn't seem to be wanted around. So, bye, I guess.