God...last year was a rollercoaster. With tremendous downs and ups reaching sky high, it has been a wild year. But at the same time, it has also been my happiest. I've made some really wonderful friends, and I got to end my second year of college with another set of perfect marks. I had a financial scare in July that lasted for three months, where I found myself jobless. It was...God awful. I wouldn't wish that upon anyone, whether I liked them or not. For the two months after I received my current job working as a temp worker, it was hard, but I transitioned well and caught up financially! Then...a work shortage, leading into the very day today. But...I will be brought on as a permanent worker! It will come with a big pay raise, benefits!

...I should be saying yippee, but I cannot. Yesterday, I came home to devastating news. News that hurt me and others around me. ...My home is being foreclosed. I am...going to lose everything I have worked for all these years. It's...one big pill I have to swallow. I have to prepare to move out...find a new place. Get my bearings together...ahhah. I...don't like asking for help for times of hardship. But..this is frightening. My life, my future, and the people I love and care for are all being threatened. I am swallowing my pride, and I'm...I'm asking for help. If I have to go out and find my own apartment to rent... Even a few dollars would be great. A few dollars can buy me pasta and rice! I don't ever ask for much, and..even now, I still won't. I'm so sorry that this is the what my first journal of the year is about..but I can't do this alone.

https://gofund.me/dcbe5157

I created a GoFundMe on the fly because of how urgent this is. Forgive me if it doesn't look so great. Again..I'm sorry, everyone. I hope no one has to go through this anytime soon.