My stories are generally expressions of frustration, pain, or loneliness.

I've spent my whole life feeling like a freak and am only just putting names to what I am. If you notice with the "romantic" stories - one character is something of a misfit and the partner is not human. This is because I don't fit, I struggle with connection, and I don't really believe in romantic love (seen LOTS of bad/toxic/angry relationships that were supposed to be loving). I don't feel like there are people out there who would value me for me if they actually saw me without the mask.

Romantic scenes are not something I understand - what I write reflect things that I have read while trying to understand the appeal/hope of romantic relationships. When romance was addressed by my elders, the woman was always painted as a sex toy - I hate it but can't imagine what a good relationship looks like.

I understand trauma (sexual and otherwise) but other things like love and family are so hard and feel beyond reach...

Some of the stories have some sort of protection (like vore) because the child in me that doesn't understand desperately wants something between me and the rest of the world to make things stop, go away, to give me time to grieve or process...because there is too much...

I don't like it when people make comments about things being "sexy" or such like because that wasn't the intended expression.