Look, some of you may have noticed, ON SL, here and Furspace, that I have sort of taken a leave of absence, well, with exams coming up, I have had to make time for my studies. on last Friday... I broke down. the pressure got to me, with school, and upcoming show, work(or lack thereof, I was at my Wit's end. But last Friday was the straw that broke the camels back. I'm not going to tell you what happened, It's my problem, You don't need to know about it. but it just got to me. Sure, I put on a good face for the people in my life, who never noticed a thing,( I guess I'm just good at lying.) But, the moment I was alone, I was a wreck, thank the gods that I have such a wonderful mate, he kept me from offing myself, although I tried... It seems the only place I can really be myself is here, among other internet havens. But I will be taking a bit more of a break, to recharge, diffuse, and get all this shit out of my head... I'll pop back in with a few posts later on this week If i finish this project on time. Luckily all this drama has inspired my creative process again. I'm sorry if this reads like angsty emo crap, but i guess that;s what it is, I don;t mean to be, I just needed to vent.