To those in the Quicksand Community it may concern...

Over the course of the events that have led to this point, I've been a complete jerk and an overall horrible person. I know it's been over 2-3 years since the incident that made me as hated within the QS community as I was to the point of getting all my dA accounts permabanned as a result, but I was young and dumb. I was an autistic teenager that didn't know any better at the time and was clouded by rage to the point that instinct just took over and any and all common sense ceased to exist at that moment...

And as far as recent events go, that seemed to still carry into today when I supposedly matured, which is plenty of reason in itself to just close this page now and think nothing of this aside from maybe thinking that this is all a copypasta I've stolen off of Reddit or something...

But for those of you who are still here, I would like to sincerely apologize to from the bottom of my heart for my extremely questionable actions in the past and in recent events in hope to make amends and set things right, specifically those I affected with my past actions whom I will keep anonymous out of respect for said individuals.

For starters, I'm sorry for stealing and reposting art. I wanted to be like other fakers in the community, but my young mind was unaware that due to the poor quality of my fakes, it was incredibly lazy and just plain stealing. I can now see that I was doing is wrong, and thus, I'm ceasing production of my fakes and I vow to never do it again. Also as far as reposting goes, my young mind was also unaware at the time how such an act can be seen as criminally as it is and thought no harm would come of it when I casually reposted works I felt would look nice in my old Google+ group I was active in and in the gallery of my VK page. But now it's clearer to me why it's so frowned upon, especially since I've been doing it without consent of any original artists.

Also, during the time of my young rage, some things were said that are regrettable now more than ever, what with the various names I called everyone and the numerous death threats I've spammed to countless individuals. Every day ever since that incident, I can't help but grimace every time I think about it seeing my actions back then still haunt me to this day.

One person, in particular, I have given more hell than any person should ever go through. If you are reading this, I have called you names and things no one should ever be called and done astonishingly awful things just to make you look bad, all because my young rage blinded me. You were right about the things you said about me. I know that you of all people will most likely never forgive me, not in a million years. I understand and you are well within your rights to not forgive me for my past actions. I, too, believe I should be sent straight to the boiler room of Hell all the way down after what I did to you.

I am aware not every one of you is willing to forgive me for my past actions. Hell, I wouldn't even be all that surprised if none of you forgave me for what I've done. But if those of you in the community that looks down upon me as the lowest form of filth can find it in you to put the past behind us and start anew, that would make me happy beyond words.