As the title suggest, I'm saying goodbye to FA.

It was never really a fun experience for me. I've been on this site for 6 years and never made a single friend, and after living in Frost's shadow for so long and seeing him attain success in 3 months that I hadn't in 6 years I've decided that its simply not worth pursuing. I'm sorry I wasn't interesting enough or talented enough to be given what you all gave him. In fact, the only reason anyone is here is because of him, and yet even so nobody has ever reached out or messaged me like they have him. Am I envious? More than you know. Is it immature? Absolutely. But this has been my life for the past 6 years and I think I've earned the right to complain about it on my page. I don't know what I did wrong to deserve being outcast, but I am truly, deeply sorry for it.

I've been dealing with more mental health issues than I have in a very long time, and with recent events only making it worse I'm really not sure how long I can keep going like this. It was all so poorly timed.

For those who are waiting for a commission from me: I am working on them, slowly. If I haven't contacted you yet its not because I forgot but because I get overwhelmed easily and need to take it a couple people at a time. But feel free to message me at any time asking about the progress. Unfortunately I can't afford to offer refunds at the moment, or I sincerely would just to get the stress off of me. So I'm hoping you will be patient with me while I work at a snail's pace and juggle other responsibilities with it. I'm willing to offer extras as well to make up for the long wait, so message me if you'd like something like that.

I've apologized twice, but I'll do it a third and final time. To you, to Frost, and to God. I really wish I was better, I wish I was enough. But some of us simply aren't. I'll never be the artist I want to be, I'm bested by someone 5 years younger than me who has been drawing for less time- and after seeing all the adoration and love thrown his way I simply cannot continue on being rejected and ignored. I wish I could be a better friend for you man, I really do. Because you deserve the world and I can't give it to you.

Once my commissions are completed I'll be deleting my page and wiping my Discord. It's time for me to move on and find a place where I do belong, if it exists, because it surely isn't here. Don't reach out to me unless its commission related, I won't respond.

So, farewell I guess.