My tired of running. I just want to quit and look back. But i just know that when I do everything will catch up and it wont be fun. I like my life now, all the friends I've made and the things I've seen (OH GOD THE THINGS I'VE SEEN). I have a good life right now but I just know as soon as I let stop it'll all go away... I don't want it to go away so all that leaves is to either keep going till I die of exhaustion or let go of the past and what it holds... embrace it one last time like a child coming home from there last day of school and you realize they are now an adult and its time for them to leave the nest for further learning. I love my friends with all my heart, even those I've just meet at Ac and you know what? This is my life I don't care I will let go of my past and start living! It's time I should be aloud to chase my dreams without fear..... why do all of life's little sayings include running? And to start this new life it is nice to say it starts like any life, rebirth, then love... ok so what if I have a crush or two? they will never know it... I think. both i meet at AC so at least its good to know they have the same intrest.... Random sorry.