It’s been quite a while since I’ve last made contact on here… this place has certainly changed… and I don’t think for the better. While I do understand that money has to be made to keep this place afloat, the additional ads is certainly… something. I’ve been here since before IMVU bought the place, certain controversies (of no particular kind) come and go, I’ve used 3 different computers on the regular since I’ve joined here, met some wonderful people here (also a handful of outright jerks on here and ONE particular person who I am still very VERY bitter about on here, but thanks to FA’s TOS it’s not wise to point fingers at who she is here). I’ve created some unforgettable characters and posted them on here.

Why am I rambling on with this?… I’m not sure… I know I’m not going to delete this account anytime soon… and yet… I’ve seen the worst of this community and it tires me out. The insistence on staying politically addicted… I think this whole chaos within these last 10 years has led to me breaking mentally (around last October my mental health went down the shitter and it took nearly 2 months to get myself back on track). And quite frankly… I’m done… I don’t want to have to always worry, I don’t want to have to fret over this chaos, I just want to get away from it all. I don’t want to feel like I did back then. It is stressful, it is rage inducing, and truth be told, it doesn’t change or help anything.


I do want to get certain projects done… but I feel like I am spread so thin… it’ll get taken care of… one day at a time… I just wish I could go back and at least try to change some things that have result in this stagnation.