As I sit in the moonlight on a cool summers eve in the manner of a meditative monk and in fashion that I was created, as in the same way all things that were born into this world were. I peer into the night sky seeing no stars above me. Just the blanket of coal sky with the piercing light of the moon shining on my frail non adaptable body free from the constraints of social graces and modesty. I am free to breathe. A few stars appear in the sky as I look farther above my head. These stars are my goal in life. One to be happy and free to do my own thinking and doing without being used by others for their own goals. Two to express myself in a manner that I find peaceful meditative and exhilarating. These stars are also the people in my life. Which ones will go out in a days time and which ones will last forever. Only time will decide my course and grant my social interaction with people I have chosen to consider friends. I cannot predict the future nor anyone else's future but I do know that I need to focus on myself and my goals barring others from help for the time being because I am important and a worthy human being. It is time I changed into the person I had planned on becoming years ago before worry and stress destroyed my life and made me a wreck. Before demons and toxic people entered my life and distracted me from my goals. It is not my lifes goal to fund another persons life, it is not my lifes goal to sacrifice my time and energy to the tireless obsession to collect and horde worthless objects in the eyes and ears of the universe. I am bound for greatness and glory. Tomorrow will be a new day I can feel it. The future is upon me and the forecast is as clear and vibrant as the first rays of dawn.