I feel like i want To leave this world. They dont understand my situation and yet they dont understand my problems. For more than whole of my life. Its nothing more than a misery's and misfortune. Even the Gcash app Auto deduct my Money without my notice. Just because i still have loan. But that doesn't mean i wont pay it. Cause i try to find a better job. And yet they steals my money. That money suppose to use on commute to my next job offer. And yet they are heartless and wont being my money back.

Now ill miss the job opportunity. I dont know what to do. I feel like i want just to jump on the building. And end this misery. No one can resolve my financial problem. Nor i dont want to really on my aunts and uncles. Im just a nobody to the family. And im just a nobody. Im just a accidentally come to this world. Not having a real enjoyment or not having any kinds of Trill to live. I want to end this problem of mine. But...... I dont know........... I dont know anymore......