.... hellluuuuu?

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do you guys have any idea how awesome it just feels to do not do anything for like 2 months? Especially after you've been stressed to hell and back for months, and then had the best time of your life spending about 3 weeks with the love of your life <3

so on a lil life update; been back home since june 8th after i went to finally visit my , and now i literally cannot WAIT to get back there and stay forever cuz holy fuck i'm in love. Both with my man and with the States <3
gotta say that the roadtrip down to the four corners area we did was the highlight of the trip tho, and long story short; we found and rescued a dumped puppy after we been to Monument Valley and now we are doggo parents and our baby is called Dusty. I'll be posting pictures of him soon <3
(but if people loves puppies and wanna see him asap I do have an instagram where i posted a shitload of photos of him, my username there is the same as on here x'3)

And now after i've been home the only thing productive i've done is applying for jobs and got my old love Dungeon Keeper to run with dosbox (and lemme say i've been far more successful in my attempts to conquer the world from underground with my semi-faithful creatures than in the jobs department)
been having some bad spouts of anxiety but that's probably just because job searching sucks and i feel so fucking homesick lmao

and before anyone asks; no i'm not open for commissions again, at least not just yet. I love y'all so don't get me wrong, but y'all had me exhausted and stressed af, not to mention overexposed to the whole snuff fetish so i do kinda dread opening them back up again x'3
I'm definitely gonna have to keep my openings limited to 1-2 each time. I never really intended to be a professional artist who takes commissions and such regularly (even less a fetish artist wtf is wrong with all these people), it's a lot of fun to draw for people and it really means a lot to me that people even are willing to pay for my amateur shite, but it's also pretty stressful and since art is something i do as kinda like my therapy i gotta make sure to have some sort of flood protection in case they blow up like that again lel

oh an one last thing; thank you SO much for sticking around and having patience, and a massive thanks to all my new watchers that i got while i was away <3

.... other than that i don't really have much else to say! Sorry i was gone for much longer than i originally thought, but apparently i just needed a shitload of time to myself to do absolutely shit lol!
Been drawing a bunch however so flooding incoming in 3.... 2....