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Digital Artist | Registered: February 23, 2017 02:20:32 PM
NYX/Desmond| 25 | he/they | INFP-T | your local dhampir druid 
M.S. in human nutrition + electroradiology student, currently obsessed over DnD/RPG games and 19-20th century books.
I'm also very interested in paleontology, mythology/religions, biology, medicine and true crime.
Ulcerative colitis + spinal compression fracture survivor + immunocompromised, tired 24/7.
















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Recent Journal
I'm not dead! [/pos life update] (G)
3 months ago
Hi, small life update!
I am absolutely not dead and I still want to create but my last few months were filled with some personal struggles and a shitton of self-discovery. I think I am at the most healthy mentally point in my life but it did come with less time for drawing. The best time for me to create is when I have boring lectures on uni (so mostly weekendsss) but I do have some WIPs and sketches that I'll post after finishing them.
I started seroiusly working out (mostly lifting), work is still the same boring one (but I found out they trust me there more than I thought), I fixed my eating habits but the uni started and I have a LOT of learning to do in this semester.
I struggle a lot with finding a good time to just sit and draw. I wanna fix it but the motivation is just; not here. I have a lot of cool ideas, a few YCHs sketched, but I also find many better ways to spend my time and my hypervigilance prevents me from utilizing the time at work to draw. I created a routine for myself that wokrs perfectly but I still need to figure out how to squeeze art time in there. But after it's done - you'll get more art from me, maybe I'll even go back to doing comms (but it's a big MAYBE).
TL;DR: I still draw and I want to keep doing it but last few months (at this point even years I think lol) were A LOT. Thank you for sticking with me β€οΈ I'll post some WIPs and finished drawings soon
I am absolutely not dead and I still want to create but my last few months were filled with some personal struggles and a shitton of self-discovery. I think I am at the most healthy mentally point in my life but it did come with less time for drawing. The best time for me to create is when I have boring lectures on uni (so mostly weekendsss) but I do have some WIPs and sketches that I'll post after finishing them.
I started seroiusly working out (mostly lifting), work is still the same boring one (but I found out they trust me there more than I thought), I fixed my eating habits but the uni started and I have a LOT of learning to do in this semester.
I struggle a lot with finding a good time to just sit and draw. I wanna fix it but the motivation is just; not here. I have a lot of cool ideas, a few YCHs sketched, but I also find many better ways to spend my time and my hypervigilance prevents me from utilizing the time at work to draw. I created a routine for myself that wokrs perfectly but I still need to figure out how to squeeze art time in there. But after it's done - you'll get more art from me, maybe I'll even go back to doing comms (but it's a big MAYBE).
TL;DR: I still draw and I want to keep doing it but last few months (at this point even years I think lol) were A LOT. Thank you for sticking with me β€οΈ I'll post some WIPs and finished drawings soon
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Vampire Bat, fluffy dragon, Dhampir
Favorite Music
Emo Rap, Hardstyle, Rock, Industrial, Screamo, 80-00' Hits, Folk Metal
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Pirates of the Caribbean, SAW, John Wick, Anihilation, Jurassic Park
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Saints Row, Planet Zoo, Borderlands (series), DMC, BG3, any zoo tycoon in existence
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PC
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Cats (especially tigers and manuls), stem mammals, bats, reptiles, dinosaurs
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Favorite Foods & Drinks
Cauliflower, mushrooms, ramen, raw fish
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