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"Me. Me. Me." I'm James. Hello welcome to this side of me

Account creation info. - I am not a good artist. I haven't drawn in years. I might give it a go but unlikely. I am just here to look at the amazing art displayed by the talented artist.

2023 Update. Personal Public Log 04 /--/23
Through the community and me looking at art I now want to begin in digital art. I fell into a deep depression in 2022 and lingers to current status but I have improved mentally. The creativity here has been so inspiring. Christ has helped me through these difficult times and will continue to do so in the future

05/--/23
In March I told 2 people I was a furry and in May I told 2 more. These people were the first. and the first was hard the second 2 were easier.

06/--/23
Told 2 more people, a total of 6. My heart is at ease and I am blessed with wonderful friends. Reduce Activity online web Status. Is sumertime!

7/--/23
i am a 10 friends who know I'm a furry 2 of which made me feel so...off, like I'm the anomaly that I am, but they remain as my friends none the less. I'm picking vegetables for money and its Hot out! I am feeling better about myself.

10/28/23
Finish with the Garden work. About 1 year ago I started a deep fall into depression with a little more money in my savings and a dead cars. I got less money 2 dead cars(1 is a scrap parts car for the other)but a better state of mind. Christ has helped me though a tough 365 days but and I thank God for His healing. May the Lord continue to heal me through my current trials of apathy and help me find a flow state of healing

12/21/23
The year is coming to an end and I am glad to say I am still in a better state of mind than a year ago. Still dealing with Apathy and Depression biting at my heels but its better. Jesus has done way more than I deserve. Though I didn't hit that mind set of the Deep part of my depression a year ago Jesus probably saved my life by keeping me falling any further. It remains the worst feeling ever. To who ever reads this if you are feeling that bad Please talk to someone. Friends and family sometimes do not know how to say the right things. but try you are not alone. Even if you are not a Christian and you Feel so alone, useless, unwanted,...etc.. Just say I need help and don't ignore when it comes, in any form. Make a phone call, drive or even walk somewhere. Do not give up on yourself. You are loved. May any who read this receive the help they need. May those who read this who do not need the help be a listening ear when it is needed form others. May who read this, forever remember you are loved and not alone.

06/03/24 i worked out all of February. I was sick all of March it was aweful. and i have not really worked out since. was expecting to get back to work in the garden in the beginning of May but was mistaken. I "removed" a raccoon from my property and I had poorly handled that, thanks Illinois. It made me feel real bad. Present. I have now started at the garden again and it is great. I was Rebaptized last sunday. that was great. Still dealing with that Apathy not sure if my reward system for doing work or alt hobbies is broken. the sugar and "personal" time reward system still works. video games stimulation kind of feels low as well.