I thought I could give a little update about my life and how I deal with my problems.

Over the past 4 months, since my last update, little has changed with my state of readiness to fully immerse myself in drawing, but I probably have something to say about my discipline. Taking long breaks and a conservative, low-paying job by profession really showed me what I lost when I was small and childish, when I first started painting here and doing it on a commercial basis, and at the same time she really showed me what I'm capable of. I'm able to get up in the morning, I'm able to sit on an 8 o'clock shift and do endless layout and design of some things that depress me, and I realized how much time I really had and at the same time had little time when I was completely freelancing. I am glad to realize that now I am gradually beginning to have enough self-discipline to cope with all the work and orders that are on top of me, I wish I could say the same about my physical strength.

In a couple of months, I'm going to take a serious step in my life, I'll have to move to another city with my partner and unfortunately leave the job I'm in now, I think I'll try to combine freelancing and some stung position from home.

Now I have returned to the goal again with the gradual drawing of the remaining commissions, which some of you have been waiting for an outrageously long time. I'm glad that last year I was able to finish half of what I couldn't do for 3 years in six months, and I think with my newfound strength, I'll be able to do it in six months or so.

I'm still glad for the new experience and I'm glad that they finally heard me and didn't scold me so much for my inaction, so I can draw and draw, thank you to everyone for the kind words, thank you to my regular customers and new friends who are ready to trust me in a new way, and I also want to offer my deepest apologies to the people I have I still can't find the strength to respond, I hope in the 26th year I will definitely really please you with your long-awaited commission.

Thank you all again and Merry Christmas