It's been a while since my last update and since then a lot of things happened, which is the main reason I have been absent again.

Shortly after my last update, I finally got a therapy offer! It's with a therapist I already know and trust, so we could get right to work. This time we're very thorough and I was checked for changes in my diagnosis and it looks like a bunch of things changed or were looked over. So far I was diagnosed with recurring depression and borderline with some social anxiety.
Basically, these things are still on the menu but my anxiety is of a more complex variety and some of my mental problems aren't just me being weird but it's OCD ._. And while we were at it, my thearpist asked if I was tested for ADHD, because some of my problems may be the result of that. Soooo this hamster is getting tested next month. Aaaand my hormones will be checked later this year.

Just because my problems got some new names, it doesn't change them but it changes my view of them. I still have to work on my problems to get better but now I can look for new ways of working on them.
There might be a change in my medication if the ADHD test confirms our suspicion.

Currently I'm trying to get my day job done and most of my days for creative work are spent seeing doctors, therapists and social workers. I'm grateful for all this help but I have to admit that it's pretty exhausting.

I'd love to get back to drawing again but my mind is all over the place. I'll keep trying.

Thanks for listening. <3