Well it has come to my attention I am not exactly bi-sexual. I have never done anything past kiss a guy and that was not out of compassion. It was to get a squee out of some ladies. So yeah haven't done any of that. Where as I may have certain kinks that all you bi or gay men have I do not have all of them and well it is used in a more femdom kind of way. >.>

So the point is I was walking around work last night and my mind went wondering and well it went to all that about myself. Then picturing the real live me with men. It didn't take long before in the midst of a group of people with no where to go and nothing to use I had vomited unintentionally in my own mouth at these thoughts. Thoughts that had never bothered me before then...

So I had to sit back and think about it and well I can't really say im by as much as I am curious. I have never had a decent man who likes men in my life that I am attracted to. All the ones I have known have been unattractive to my eyes, abusive, and many other things.

I use to be one of those people who would hit a man for being too close and I don't remember when that really changed besides the games to make girls all giggly. I was not afraid of them just did not like men at all and almost hated myself for being one.

So after a long sit down and getting my wife involved which has nearly dashed her fantasies we decided I'm just curious(if that).

I am sorry for those of you I have teased and what not and Im sorry if this seems assish. Just I can't help it and I may never know. Hell it's kinda bad I can complement men the way I can and enjoy what I do with all this...

So I do apologize.

ON another note as how I have treated my sona that will change. I kinda feel like I have whored myself out and not in a good way. So I have made a new account with a new sona and no It will not be having sex with everyone out there. Though please stop by if your not completely offended and please do keep watching my wife.

Also if you want to post your opinion on if im curious, straight, or what not feel free.

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