As i'm typing this it's about four or five hours before the new year. I'm aware I've pretty much been gone for more than half of 2018. I won't make any promises since I seem to be incapable of following through a plan, though I have made the decision to move accounts. It's mainly for the lack of a name-change feature this site has, but also to hopefully have a fresh start on here. I want to draw and post things more often. Enough to feel that I'm not dead. I'm also gonna refrain from posting commissions and other art I receive since those are what got most of you to watch me. My own work doesn't have a fraction of attention the work of others has this profile and I'd be lying if I said it didn't bother me. Hell I fucking hate that. It makes me feel that most of you wasted your time looking at my stuff and were just here for the real talent I commissioned. Quite frankly, this isn't the first I've felt this way as I've posted a very similar journal two years ago which hasn't changed and I feel like shit for it. At some point I'll officially announce my new account here once I have something posted. I'm a bit anxious about it since it's gonna be where I primarily post fetish art as well as possibly introducing characters from an entirely different account over on DA. Speaking of which, I'm gonna be closing my DA account. I had long since removed my watchers on there and it's generally in a similar state as here, so it's going on the chopping block. I don't want to go insane from updating multiple accounts, but I will have my main account on there for any non-fetish content. I'd announce the name of that account, but I don't think you guys would be interested. As for this account, all the art will be going to the scraps folder and left open. I might repost a few to the new account, but for the most part I wanna move forward and improve my art.

Sorry for the messy journal. I just typed everything as I went and have literally been going about this for nearly an hour. I'm not feeling as exuberant as I used to, this year didn't work out for me and this is the last I post on this account aside from the announcement of the new one, but here's hoping for a better year than the last.