So I was sitting in my kitchen boiling two pots of water (one for some honey chamomile tea and the other for ramen) and a thought occurred to me, "I am going to go get my lap top, listen to music (*Buddy Holly specifically*), and write a BLOG!". So, here I am, doing just that. (Btw, status update, I have a wicked head cold and am being a downright baby about it. x3)
I don't really know how to ease into this in a proper manner so I am just going to come right out with it; I feel things changing (hence the Bob Dylan reference in the title. clever, eh?).
Recently I have felt like I have been watching a movie unfold before my eyes. I am in the last row of theater seats and no matter how loud I scream and shout at the characters on screen there is nothing I can do to stop them, to stop me, from doing what they are doing.
I am in complete agreement with my mother when she said this morning, "Honey, you are in a transitional state". I see people changing (some for the better, some for the worse) and I see myself changing. Most people would just sit back and just let what happens happen. Life is life and so forth. However, I think I am gonna fight it. Well, fight the bad changes at least. I will let go of who and what is no good for me and hold on, with fists held tight, to the things and people from the past that I need in my life, that are good for me.
There will be drastic changes and you can either come with me or leave me behind if you don't like what you see. That is all on you and I wont fault you for whatever decision you make.
I might become a bit introverted. So, if I act a little weird or don't want to go out all of the time please do not take it personally. It is not meant that way.
For those of you that chose to stay (and there are a select few that I truly hope stick around), thank you. And for those of you who chose to split, c'est la vie. And I wish you the best of luck on your own life journey.
I think with some focus I can do great things.