Well... dear friends, my dear watchers , and just people who suddenly passed by but noticed me as an artist. I've been enduring this for a long time, and I can't hide it from you anymore. I can't work with a clear conscience, and I can't devote as much time to painting as I would like....
It all started about six months ago. My brother crashed, we put him back on his feet, with the help of treatment and surgeries.
My younger brother is fine now. But suddenly, at the end of autumn, my grandfather was admitted to the hospital. He was a good man, and it's true.
Lung cancer. Unfortunately, he passed away in the hospital, and in the heavy snowfall, we said goodbye to him as we laid him to rest.
It's clear about the tears. But...
My father was diagnosed with colon cancer.
The metastasis has spread to the lungs, liver, bone marrow, and possibly to the head (we haven't checked the head yet)
It's hard to see when a loved one who was the strongest and kindest in the family starts losing strength, becomes bedridden, and constantly flies around the hospital. Recently, he was hospitalized and brought home. It feels like things have gotten even worse.
Our medicine sucks.
I'm afraid of losing my dad this year, and we all love and care for him as much as we can.

Unfortunately, my mom and I work together to support our family and pay off our loan. I pay for my own education (I'm in my fourth year) and try to contribute to my brother's education. However, we still struggle to make ends meet. But we still live, eat, and hold on to each other.
There are 6 people in the apartment. and my beloved cat.
We have a grandmother who has been bedridden for 11 years, with no movement in her legs or one arm. My mother takes care of her...
I'm under a lot of stress every day, and I need to catch up on my studies before I get kicked out. hhh
I didn't want my problems to surface anywhere else, and I'm not asking for any help or support. It's not necessary. I can still handle the commissions and YCH. The only thing I'd like from you is a little more patience and time. Until everything related to me is more or less settled. So I can focus on my art.

I'm sorry that this is such a terrible time. Please forgive me....