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KittsuStone

Art Whore | Registered: November 4, 2016 02:35:34 AM

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29 - Music Producer

I am generally chill and laid back. I like making new friends, listening to music, and watching spooky videos. So feel free to pop in and say "hello" if you wish. I don't bite... Much.

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Recent Journal

Update on My Life💖 (G)

2 weeks ago

Hello, hi. 💖
I’m re-doing my profile from the ground up, and I think it’s a beautiful way to show how much I’ve grown as a person. This is going to take some time, but I want to properly welcome my OC, Julien.

He is a seed I planted and allowed to grow slowly and naturally. He’s a very special sona/OC to me, and I couldn’t be happier with who he’s become. I’m not as active on FA as I am on other platforms, but Julien means a lot to me. He carries so much care, intention, and love—and he’s truly a product of my happiness. I ship him with Viktor Vasko, whom I adore very dearly. Julien exists because of my own personal joy, stability, and love.

Over time, I’ve grown detached from my fox fursona. While I will always have love for him, I find that I no longer resonate with what he represents. He reflects a past version of me. A side that doesn’t really "exist" anymore. I'm talking on an emotional level here. I just don't resonate with him.

If I’m being honest, I’m not even sure I ever fully connected with him in the first place. I created him in my early teens.

I was carrying a lot of trauma, both within the fandom and in my personal life, and my fox was meant to be something comforting to me. He no longer serves that purpose for me, and holding onto him now feels more like dead weight than comfort.

Maybe it’s strange to feel detached from something you created nearly 10 years ago? Growth isn’t always about holding on. Sometimes, it’s about letting go with kindness.