I think this is my first ever journal??

So I'm happy to say... after MONTHS of awful job searching I finally got a new job after my old company closed down, and it pays me slightly better than my old one. The industry is different and better, I'm into pharmaceutical analysis now. :) I start there on Monday and I'm really nervous about it though.

I don't have many watchers on this account (and I think most of the ones it does have are inactive), which makes me maybe slightly more encouraged to post my own art here, but I'm not sure I'm confident enough to do that yet. So, uh, yeah.

I do not tell ANYBODY about this, so I don't know why it feels okay to post it on the internet like this, but I've been down with some pretty life-altering depression for a while. I feel like I've had this for years, I probably have, but every day is hard right now. I just had the news that my only sibling, who I am very close to, is moving to the other side of the world. I don't really know how to feel normal about things any more.

Wow okay that was so edgy bye guys I'm going to focus on clearing out my drawers etc because it makes me feel strangely peaceful