Hello everyone,

I just wanted to say, sorry...
I've not been the best person with y'all.
I know I might look like selfish or egoist.
I know I might often ask to rp, even when people are busy or not in the mood.
I know I might sometimes be spammy, sending you messages over and over until you respond.

And to all of you, I'm deeply sorry, sincerely.
I've been wrong with someone who was being nice to me, I've annoyed them way too much, and it made me realize I might be wrong with others...

I know a while ago I said I wanted to change and I'm trying to be a better person.
It's hard, it's very hard, and I'm trying my best, honestly...
I don't want to give myself excuses but, I'm a very socially awkward person, I'm sometimes stubborn, I'm shy irl, and so never really learned how to act with people.
I've never learned to read emotions of other people, and I've never really understood when I was being annoying or not, often realizing when it's too late.
It's especially hard when being like I am might sound annoying to some people, while it isn't for others...

Communication is hard, being a good person is hard, and I promise I'm trying my best.
And to try to avoid having this problem of being too annoying to someone nice, I'm sending this journal.
I want to apologise to everyone I might have been annoying to, not just that one person.

I hope you'll accept my apologies, and if you do, thank you, it means a lot to me.
I might not be the best person, I might be very stupid and awkward socially, but just so you know, I never wanted to hurt or annoy you, I just wanted a friend.

~Kiro

PS : Just so you know, if I ask to RP, it's because I'm bad at chatting and RP is my way of having fun and spending time with you, for someone like me it is easier to RP than it is to chat