So firstly, sorry to anyone who saw my last journal. It was super unnecessary and I'm sorry.

Anyways, I wanted to use this journal feature as an actual journal for once, and write a bit about what's going on in my life for those who are interested.

So I've been rather depressed the last couple of months, worse than I think I've ever been. I'm not sure why that is, actually. Thankfully I have supportive friends, but my schoolwork's been suffering. I haven't had the energy to do much, be that video games or homework. I'd rather not bother anyone with the details of why I've been depressed, unless people want to hear about it. I don't know, just wanted to write at least that much.

On a lighter note, I've been thinking about commissioning a higher quality piece of art than I normally get, involving two of my characters together, or even my character with someone else's if someone wants to pay for half of a commission. I want this couple art to be NSFW. I just don't want to break the bank, but I understand that higher quality art is worth more. I'd be willing to get something a bit pricier on my next paycheck; would anyone be able to suggest an artist with decent prices? It can be flat colors, I just want a two-character piece. Suggestions are appreciated.

I've also been thinking of finding someone to commission art of one of my characters, who hasn't been in any art yet, art that wouldn't be NSFW. He's a character in one of my stories, who's a genetically modified weapon made by humans to combat an alien threat. He's a wolf wielding a scythe, wearing a cloak over some high-tech armor, and a black cowboy hat. I know I mainly commission and favorite lewd art, but I'd like to keep this character SFW. I'm thinking of attempting to draw him myself, if only to make it easier to show an artist what I want if I were to commission a piece, but I'm not sure when I'll have the time to do this with class and work. If anyone knows an artist who could draw this character within a budget of maybe $30-$40, it'd be appreciated.

Thanks for readin!